peppersky

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 12 hours ago* (last edited 12 hours ago)

People long for connections with other people that aren't sporadic or contingent or volatile or shallow. People need so much more support and social contacts than they get and they need so much more time to support and nourish these contacts, but they get neither of them, capitalism as always is burning the candle from both ends, creating ever more unstable life's and ever more pressure on people, while at the same time taking away any and all ways people would have to deal with them, through social connections and communities. Everyone you know is tired and needs somebody, but everyone you know is also too tired to be that somebody.

ChatGPT is never too busy to answer, ChatGPT never wants to talk about their own feelings, ChatGPT is never going to disagree with you, ChatGPT is never going to go away, ChatGPT doesn't have any other friends, ChatGPT is never going through it themselves, ChatGPT is never tired, ChatGPT is always there for you.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 12 hours ago (1 children)

You interact with it the same way you do most human interaction nowadays, through text chat. And unlike human interaction it's completely immediate, it has vast amounts of knowledge compared to almost any human and it never tires of interacting with you. It's always there for you, unlike actual human beings, it "gets to know you" better than most human beings, you can tell it things you wouldn't tell human beings.

AI will never leave you.

I really don't think there's much of a surprise why people are so attracted to these things. As with so many of capitalist inventions, nobody would find a need for these things if we didn't live in a world in which the chasm between human being gets wider and deeper every day and the weight placed upon them gets heavier and heavier at the same time. The difference between interacting without a real human friend that lives on the other side of the country through text and interacting with ChatGPT might bé neglegible for a lot of people.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 23 hours ago

they need to remind you again and again and again that they've won and we've lost

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 day ago

Some of these days you could convince me I'm already living this

[–] [email protected] 0 points 2 days ago (1 children)

I just don't care for nerds

[–] [email protected] 0 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago) (4 children)

Roommates complaining about the way the kitchen looks: a) it doesn't even look particularly bad b) of course it doesn't look sparkling clean, is use it every day, unlike you people who cook once every two weeks, if I only cooked once every two weeks it wouldn't be a problem keeping it sparkling clean, but I cook every single day, multiple times a day, you wouldn't keep it sparkling clean if you cooked more often either

Kinda hate these guys

[–] [email protected] 0 points 2 days ago

I feel like reverse engineering substitutes and basic concepts out of doing a lot of recipes sucks ass.

I sadly don't really think there's any other way of doing it. I don't really know of any books or YouTube channels that actually tell you what the cuisine of a place is like, they all just do individual recipes and don't tell you what the people in a specific culture actually eat on a day-by-day basis what their most basic recipes are and the like

[–] [email protected] 0 points 2 days ago

could've just as easily been an mpreg seahorse situation

Don't threaten me with a good time

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 days ago (1 children)

If I was just 10 percent more confident, 10 percent less depressed, 10 percent less ugly, 10 percent more chill, 10 percent more rich, 10 percent more connected, I could do literally everything

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 days ago

I've known guys like you who let the not getting laid thing develop into an obsession and have had such an obsession myself a long time ago. I can't really help you with that, I couldn't help the other guys and I myself only really understood how ridiculous that attitude is after I spent some time in a relationship, so I didn't really need to outgrow it. I'm lonely again now and have been for years, but my experience tells me that fucking wouldn't somehow make me whole and it's not worth obsessing over. I can't transmit that to you, so basically there's just the drop in the bucket as my anecdotal evidence.

So you were in a relationship? Some person told you "I love you" and no matter how short it was for a single faction of your existence you were loved and desired by somebody? Somebody told you "I want to share my life (however brief) with you?" That's all I want, just give me a single second of that and I'll never complain again. It's not about getting laid, it's about being desired. And being desired is a basic normal human need and when that need is not met and has never been met you'll lose your mind.

That's why you grew out of it when you had a relationship.

Sorry for having a mental illness, sorry for being stupid, sorry for being socially inept, sorry for not being a productive worker sorry for not being normal sorry for being born to poor parents who beat me, sorry for not rising above my class, sorry for being not normal, sorry for being such a loser, do I now deserve love?????????

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 days ago (1 children)

I've focused on myself for my entire life. I've become a genuine authentic person with interests hobbies passions. The only things I haven't been able to do was become integrated in a community (they just don't exist anymore) or exploit my life for money. I don't have money. My goals and aspirations are to not become another cog in the machine, to not be broken down by capitalism, to not exploit my existence for cold cash. Sadly that's not very attractive to woman, who are smarter than me who know that you can't live without money and that it sucks to be poor and that it's better to live inauthentic fake easy lives that real authentic hard lives

 

i really really need some space to vent about this and i do kinda feel bad for making this all about me because the guy clearly needs help but goddamnit this shit just sucks. like what the fuck. i search three years for a new affordable place, finally find one, meet two of the people living there and they are cool and chill and those tell me that the third roommate has fallen on some hard times lately and is probably moving out soon, but you know i don't think about that too much, the place is really cheap and big and I really don't feel like continuing to be on the market forever.

so i get the keys at the beginning of this month, look at the place and actually get to know the third roommate, who seems like an actually pretty chill guy, has some cool hobbies, cares for the plants in the place, always really forthcoming and helpful with me getting to know the place, offered to help me with assembling my furniture and everything. guy has clearly went to a few too many raves and smokes too much weed, but okay, I don't judge, he just likes to play his shitty techno too loud, i guess i can live with that.

so i've been painting my new room, have deep cleaned the floor (which really needed it), got a new bed and a new mattress delivered, had dinner at the new place yesterday evening, went to my old place to sleep, content and with like a good positive feeling about the new place and the new roommates and the future in general-

I wake up this morning, check my phone and see there's a new e-mail: the most unhinged e-mail by my third roommate to our landlord about how he is suffering hunger, cannot pay his rent and about how we other roommates don't care about this, etc. etc. All untrue as far as I can tell, the guy proudly all showed me the new shit he bought just a few days ago, last I saw him yesterday evening he made himself a like a pretty healthy looking meal.

i copy-paste the e-mail to my other roommates and they like barely reacted? just went "oh yeah don't worry about this, your contract won't be affected by this, also don't be alarmed but our apartment looks ransacked and the floor is dirty as hell"

I don't even know where to start? like is this normal behaviour? is this not alarming to them? is this guy actually moving out or not? do they think its cool to live together with a guy who semi-regularly goes into psychosis? is this not stressful to them? i guess they have like other places to retreat to when this happens, but i sure as hell don't. if this has happened before why the hell didn't they warn me before i signed the contract? am i insane or is everyone else who lives there?

goddamnit all i want is a little peace and quiet for a bit, an affordable place to live together with cool roommates to hang out with

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