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Can confirm. Step mother had 6 children. Is a massive narcissist.

I'm sorry to hear that. That's a really hard situation for you. Sounds like she has gotten postpartum rage, which seems to be linked to postpartum depression and anxiety. Please don't stop taking care of and defending your child as she grows up. When babies are small, they literally don't even know that they are their own person. They think that they are the same as the mother, so they mirror much of what the mother does. I hope that you pushing through and being there for your child as they continue growing up will help, so that the child has someone stable to rely on.

I would also try to get your wife into therapy. This is not her, it's chemical imbalances in her brain because of the pregnancy that is causing this. It is strong stuff. And while it is shitty, and does not excuse her behavior, I lean towards thinking that it is not her fault. She is basically sick.

I would try to frame it in a gentle way when suggesting it. Maybe not saying she is sick, but that you miss the loving partner that you know still exists, and that you both need professional help to figure out what the pregnancy did. According to this article the condition is entirely treatable. Good luck.

Nice! This looks really pleasant! Always thought the official one needed some work. Thanks!

Yeah, we need to make sure to live our life now and do what we want. Work less, live below our means to save up, take a chance and travel or whatever it is one wants to do, if we are able to. Don't postpone it. I'll live my life as if I won't get a retirement at all.

I use soulseek to download, AOTY.org to find new music. To listen I use musicbee on PC and Poweramp on Android.

You can set up musicbee to scan and sync music automatically to your phones album folder when you plug it in the PC with USB. It can even convert them to smaller files like mp3 or opus if you like. I recommend opus.

Musicbee also has a replaygain feature to analyze the volume of your music library, and adjust them so they all play at a similar volume. This metadata also carries over when you sync to Poweramp. Just need to enable the option there.

You can use soulseek on your computer or on Android phones. I mostly download on my PC since then I don't need to go into the folders to move albums. Just need to plug in the phone to sync.

If I really need streaming for some reason I use revanced youtube music. But I mostly just search up recommendations on AOTY and add them to my library.

It took a little tinkering to get it how I like it, but it was fun, and once set up it's quite smooth and works well. I prefer it over streaming now.

Make sure to buy some albums every now and then to support your favorite artists directly.

Having relatives that died when they were 70 and seeing stuff like this is quite depressing.

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Thanks, have listened a lot to Cocteau Twins. They're great. Love shoe gaze and post rock. Beach house is also pretty influenced by them and are really good too.

I'm basically the opposite. I don't mind lyrics, but i basically don't care. I mainly listen to the actual music, the instruments, and the way each sound and voice sounds like and makes me feel. I can't understand the lyrics at the same time, so if i care, i need to read them.

Haven't come across any bugs that i know of, but im really annoyed that they still haven't added HDR support. Has been requested for literal years.