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no one can make a better story than they make themselves

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aaaaah fyi it's called a colander yo.

i feel youre not really hearing me. for a change of pace, would you kindly tell me your strategy?

RATM will always get upvoted by me heh right on

being blocked by a commenter like this is a badge of honor to me. chat, i will in fact enjoy it ngl

i never said you have to reach out to those who'd have your head on a platter. i am telling you to focus on mutual aid programs.

community farms, food pantries are a good place to start. find like minded people near you.

im not telling ya to turn chuds into allies, im telling you to focus on doing what you can for the people around you who want the same thing you do.

start small, doing things you can do and joining with existing orgs that are doing good work. build from there. that's what i mean.

i replied to the superior comment. you don't get nothin but a slap in yer gobb and a hearty fuck you

read my and the other's messages until you understand them.

You asked a question, created a thread using words that show your ignorance. Now it's time for you to read those fucking answers.

Do not make this thread suffer your useless mouth, and dont ever waste people's time askin questions you think you know the answers to, ya reddit assed dweeb.

sheesh.

I explain all of that to those unfortunate manipulated victims of capitalism and they call me a slur and say I'm jealous.

You can absolutely blame the people at some point.

i understand what you mean, but your voice isn't going to override the professional loudspeakers continuously propagandizing your fellows. right? even if youre the most eloquent and well read person, you don't have the platform or the power

so when i touched on moving past electoral politics, i meant it. there is simply no point in casting blame on your fellows, full stop. nobody needs to hear another damn explanation, right? people are sick of *empty explanations.

if you want to get people to believe in you then focus on what actually matters, and that's food on the table and safety. community. the first two things make up the second, and they are rapidlydisappearing from our lives. That vacuum will be filled. focus on being a part of the solution going forward instead of working about why we are here, and people will follow you

don't blame the Americans for where we are friend, that's what the billionaires want you to do.

turn your attention to the rich and powerful who use vote suppression and information control. theyve worked very hard to crush democracy and also to turn away any blame from themselves.

They're so successful that even you—one of the oppressed—would blame your poor and powerless brothers and sisters for the actions of the fascist rich who truly rule this land.

you're right that there's no future in electoral politics, but the Americans living here are as a rule not the problem. if you look past the foolishness of oligarch media and see how it benefits your real enemy you'll understand the scope of the problem.

then once you see, turn away from that as well and focus on mutual aid within your own community. is you do that you will soon understand what i mean for yourself.

i have a special bark-laugh ive developed for dumbass libs. there are certainly some 'takes' in there that chiloke those yelps outta me... fuck. thry just got that je ne sais quoi balance of equally funny and infuriating

"all you know is yourself! what do you know about the person I see?"

Just because you're inside you doesn't mean you know yourself best. Maybe in fact you are too close to see the real you.

it worries me to see you talking so casual about pushing folks, both family and friends, away.

You show your clear eyes in this post, how you know you are very harsh on yourself, but then in this same post you deny others any right to give you an ounce of grace, to show you the beautiful person they see, the person they want to continue to know.

You shut them out from yourself, framing it here as 'what is best for them', but i believe that is a lie you're telling yourself to protect your own heart.

You demand perfection from yourself. You must make the right choice for everyone involved at all times. This is an extremely, impossibly high standard, doomed to fail, cuz youre a human.

When you inevitably fail to meet that lofty perfection, you shut down and shut out everyone else, "protecting them"...from what exactly? Your humanity? let them decide. its dismissing to them to make that choice for them, they don't need protection from you.

Humans make mistakes, hurt others on accident, even with the best intentions. You know this, but still try to be better than human, a higher standard than is possible to achieve. It can't be done, and you're hurting yourself by trying, setting yourself up to fail, and when it inevitably happens you're hurting yourself, cutting out those close to you who care.

tldr give yourself more grace and love, and if you can't, at least listen and don't shut out people that want to be around you. They can see things you don't see, and help be a bulwark against your exacting self-eval

i stopped taking adderoll cuz i have way more pride than i got sense and i can't abide having to take a drug test to prove I'm taking their shitty speed. plus all their bullshit acting like i can't have a 3 month supply cuz obviously id sell it or something.

im not gonna take that attitude from a drug dealer. fuuuuck.

but i am as i said very stupid