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Well, it's been a while. Didn't expect to stay 44 days in a 30 day program, but that's what happens when someone forgets to put out a cigarette and burns the building you do classes in. There were many trials (mostly cis people being cis people) but I made it through and I'm better for it. I'm going to a sober living house for trans people, so I'm hoping that's better.

This is the longest I've gone without weed in a while, and I feel a lot better without it. Alcohol was my problem, but I can't say that weed wasn't a problem either. I got it cheap and I sold it, so it didn't effect my finances, but I'd go without eating because I was too lazy to cook, I was too lazy to read. I didn't want to do anything for myself but smoke more weed and zone out.

I just got out, so I don't know what life is going to hold for me, but I'm excited about life. I didn't think I could do it sober for a while, now I don't know how I did it drunk and high.