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That made my day so damn much!

Even when times are rough about other things, that really, really hyped me up, and I still have a smile on my face.

I basically just asked her how she is doing, and she said she is doing good but is somewhat busy! This is kind of feeding three birds with one scone because:

1. It's definitive confirmation that the silence isn't due to her ignoring or neglecting.
2. It shows that she's in a good mood, which I love to hear so much!
3. It gives a more solid, definitive explanation of what is likely the case when it occurs in the future.

I got worried, but I also tried to keep a good level of chill. This was really just my mind doing the whole, "Literally assume the worst possible case scenario at all times, even if it isn't likely the case." I'd argue that more signs definitely pointed in the direction of her not ignoring me but I can be a hella negative thinker, especially for really important matters.

I told her that I'm glad she is doing well and that I have some job interviews coming up! I also let her know that I'm here for her if she ever needs to talk about anything, after I expressed empathy regarding how much being stressed due to things like work and school can suck.

She was so happy to hear this.

The rizzuation is going well... I think?