Get a significant other and mooch off of them instead. If two job applications was too hard then idk what to tell you.
One thing i can say is that its harder to start applying for jobs than it is to stop. So continue applying for multiple places past the point of being bored. Try going to indeed.com and applying for jobs there.
If you need money now, then apply at a temp agency. They will hire you and yoy can work there while you apply for other jobs. The pay can be very good but the work is temporary.
Trans people. I used to just sort of humor them since i will dress like a girl for fun sometimes. When i saw my friend freak out and have a nervous breakdown because she realized she had forgot to shave and was seen, it really helped me understand that it was for real and not just pretend.