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A long uhhhhhmmmm until they stop talking

Me when I indicate I want to talk, but they have already changed topic.

I haven't thought about it like that before. When I told my ex I want to leave a party she would say "we're leaving" and keep talking for 20 minutes. I'm like "wtf? We said we're leaving, why aren't we leaving". She used to say "slowly leaving". And it always frustrated me. As there is no slowly leaving. There's leaving and there's not leaving.

Yes. Lookup raads-r autism test. It's almost as good as a psychiatrist at diagnosing. If you score high there, chances are high a psychiatrist would as well.

I don't get angry, just anxious. I AM that ball of sadness and stress.

Also yes

"risk a fire from staying the line with a high load", wouldn't the fuse in the line you plug it into simply open if you over load it?

This is also an autistic thing of being more logical in reasoning.

I only got diagnosed at age 30, and had some bad relationships due to me wanting truth and them feeling personally attacked by my questions.

Could be why it took you some time to realise, as most neurotypical people think in past experience for reasoning. https://psychcentral.com/autism/why-people-with-autism-are-more-logical#autism-and-logical-thinking

Humans can still be a cancer without killing them all. We can CURE cancer cells (maybe in the future). We can MANAGE cancer cells, stopping their destructive appetite for more and more energy (uncontrolled capitalism). Opting for killing the worst of them, but not all + the host. We can PREVENT spread of cancer to other cells (countries), stopping the opportunity of the cancer to live in the future. Eventually the cancer will die out a natural death.

Cancerous might be a hyperbole of our built in greed though. Humankind is a pest on the planet though. We consume too much and adapt our surroundings to us, not us adapting to our surroundings.

Shaveing them is an option. I (30M) just did for my legs. Fuck societal norms, do what you feel is right for you.

Looking for an invite. Will forward to 10 others in this post if it will allow me

I'm an autistic guy, but I feel I would be your type. Good to know that NTs /want/ that.