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Lol as a straight guy, that tracks. For me, I think it's that I'm comfortable with myself and who I am on the spectrum of sexuality, and don't really care if people judge me as gay. You're damn right if there's something funny to be said that happens to be gay as fuck, I'm just gonna go ahead and say it.

"I’m not depressed, at least I don’t think I am. I don’t really feel sad."

Definitely sounds familiar to my experience a couple years before my depression diagnosis. I'm not saying that I think you're depressed, it definitely manifests differently from person to person. For me it feels like a really heavy blanket draped over my mind that holds me down from doing the things I want to, but I am very comfortable underneath that blanket.

Im going to check out your song when I have time later today. I hope you continue making music, we all need something to put ourselves into.

Edit: I just listened to the song, super heart felt and full of emotion. You've gotta make time to do more of that.

As someone born and raised in the territories, I don't think I can claim to be from the "far north". That's the Arctic Circle haha

Does anyone else remember BF1942: Secret Weapons? This shit was a riot to cruise around in

Right? Sunday is D&D and/or going fishing day for me. A final island of refuge before going back to work!

Lol I thought this was a Skyline Chili joke at first

Well damn.... If I wasn't 3000 miles away, I'd say I want it! Lol. Thing's a beaut!

Doesn't "bug" refer to the order Hemiptera in entomology?

Not just one of the troops, he was the one laughing his ass off lol

Um... Let's take a quick look at the American military's track record real quick... They tend to lose when fighting a decentralized, insurgent force (VC, Taliban) which is exactly what the citizenry of the US would turn into if the government turned on the population. Not to mention, a ton of military personnel would hold the same values of said insurgency, meaning that, at best, some would think twice before attacking, and at worst they'll defect, bringing millions worth of fancy kit to the other side. I don't have a dog in this race (not American) but I think it's ridiculous to underestimate the capabilities of an angry populace.

If OP isn't American, school shootings probably aren't something to even consider... My thoughts go towards being treated poorly by educators more than anything. Bullying from other kids can suck, but in my anecdotal experience (outside the US) the lasting and impactful traumas stem from how teachers and staff deal with the kids.

As I said, it's also good life advice, they're not mutually exclusive. For most people, those things are going to improve relationship and the likelihood of being in a romantic one. If you are in fact too ugly for someone to be physically attracted to you, you need to make yourself more emotionally and personably attractive. So far, the ugliest part I've seen about you is your attitude, and that's going to have a waaay bigger effect on what people think of you. I'm a straight dude, and judging from this post I wouldn't want to spend time with you in a platonic manner, let alone an intimate one simply because you're coming across like a dick head. It sounds like you're entirely focused on what you can't do, while rejecting any notion that you can improve yourself and your chances. I don't blame women for not wanting any part of that.