Slowly descending deeper into despair. My life's only getting worse the world's getting worse. I have nothing and can't find anything worth living for or anything to even reasonably distract from this pain... So basically nothing new.
BlahajByte
joined 3 weeks ago
Gosh smorty you are so hecking adorable
I have more or less given up on trying to make myself understood. If I could just have my own little hole and never interact with anyone again I would be okay. No one hating me for some stupid misunderstanding. No family who still doesn't understand really anything about me even after all these years.
This is gonna be like the Panama Papers where nothing major actually happens to anyone and the status quo will be maintained or get worse not better
Best luck and wishes to our lovely girl smorty! You are always valid to us 💖
Damn maybe I am a girl >w<
No apologize need, i was wondering if we were gonna have to celebrate you coming out.
So stylish
That's actually pretty common. Being suicidal is very often about wanting to escape from the endless negativity that hurts you. Death is an ultimate escape from all of that. however The self preservation often kicks in. It's a survival instinct to wanna avoid death and no matter how much people wanna avoid pain part of our brains will scream death is worse. I don't know what you are going through but atleast know you aren't the only one suffering. Many who suffer would gladly share what positivity they could with you. Many people do find there way through the pain and I dearly hope you can too
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I don't but I can understand that it's gotta be hella annoying. Being different is a pain when the world doesn't understand you :\