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I hate being like this. (thelemmy.club)

submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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I hate my stupid mental issues so much, I think people hate me and if my S/O's tone slightly changes, I think he hates me or I did something wrong and then I feel manipulative. I get angry so quickly, IDK what the hell is wrong with me but I hate it. I know I'm just a teen (18) but still. I wish I was normal.

I wish if my S/O didn't respond in a certain way or a dryer way that he hated me, I don't act this way with anyone else, I just think if he stops showing affection (because he always does) that he hates me. I'm so damn manipulative, ugh.

Please be nice and listen. This is a rant, I don't really need advice or to be criticized. I already know I'm messed up mentally.

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I feel you. I have a lot of problems with my mental health as well. I hate the person I am. It's like why can't I just be normal? I have two major personality disorders as well as ADHD and dyslexia.

I hate how fucking stupid I am. I am an actual mentally removed woman with literally no future. I have no qualifications so the only jobs I can get are shitty mcjobs for teens. It brings me so much shame. I deserve to be intelligent and have more possibilities. I see other people who are rich and famous and it makes me so mad because I don't understand why they get all the luck and I don't. I put in so much effort and all I get is some crap job at Burger King and a even crappier car.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I'm so sorry 🫂

Life can be so cruel to innocent people, I don't get it at all.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 week ago

Thanks