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I know. Kinda jealous lmao. Ive been doing hrt for a little longer and noone has mentioned i look feminine. :(
Try not to compare yourself to ppl, besides I don't look as fem as you think I do I still get violently SIIIIR'd.
The femboy thing is likely because:
I will admit that HRT did do it's job, but before V said anything no one told me I looked fem.
There is also the possibility that your friends don't see you changing, if you knew them pre transition and still see them regularly they might not notice, but if someone new is brought into the equation then it might happen. You're a trans woman even if you don't pass you're still miles more feminine than any other cis dude around you!π
Well, are you a woman?
Then ππ Fam You Look Femme
I feel weird about these kinds of things people say.
I get it's coming from a kind place, and I guess that for some people it might help and give them strength to keep going, but for me... It feels like being coddled.
Let me make my position very clear, I'm talking about the conflation of what you are with how you look.
Not all women look femme. And while OP has expressed in other comments that she has feminine characteristics (while she discounts them, despite being important (hey OP, a feminine voice is a Very feminine thing to have, it might contribute a lot to you being seen as a femboy)), you haven't seen how she looks in order to call how she looks 'femme'.
How I personally feel
Femme means something specific. I'm a slightly dysphoric enby, who looks more masc than I want, and when people who know, try to tell me I look femme, I (do get euphoric, and then) ask them why. And honestly, if they don't have a good vibe of understanding what they're saying, it feels disingenuous, and it feels bad. Like a confirmation that they don't see the femme parts that are here.On top of everything else, people could still be in the process of becoming what they want to look like. I personally prefer to hear others' honest impressions, in order to understand how to better change, if I so desire. I guess there's a need for both feedback and validation, and I prefer that each person give of what they actually have to give, what they actually do think.
To OP:
OP, stay strong, it sounds like you're making some tough decisions, based on your living conditions. I do think that, if you can't actually come out as a trans woman, coming out as a femboy might make you go through 2 easier, but still difficult situations, rather than one very difficult one. Coming out is never over anyway, and details always change in one's life, but do the best your senses tell you you can do, they're usually your best bet, since you know your life. Your gut can take a lot more information in to make a decision, than other people can, or even your logical side can. You sound like you have the perseverance for this. Good luck, and have fun with your journey!OMG thank you so much that was so kind and informative πππ
And yeah I agree having people that know about your gender identity tell you that you look fem without justification feels like they're just trying to please you. In that sense not being out as a trans woman is great because people comment on your femininity and you know it's genuine even though it can be used as an insult (call me a lesser man I'll nearly enjoy it lmao).
And yeah hang in there Hugu it's not easy, I'm sure you'll look the way you want soon enough!π Can I ask if you are considering HRT?
Really kind comment, thanks a lot! βΊοΈπ
Yeah, I am considering it, when I get some more financial stability.
Specifically, about a new-ish (read: not very well researched yet) hormone, which has estrogen effects all over the body (and mentally), except the breasts where is produces significantly reduced growth (I think F1nn5ter is using it for his transition and was talking about it, though I didn't learn about it from him so I don't know what he said). (Imma look for its name later, and come back to write it if it's hard to find)
I think it's SERM's, sounds cool! Good luck on your journey :)
That is correct, I remember the discourse and comparison between raloxifene and tamoxifen. Their existence sounds very cool.
Thanks a lot!
Fair point. I guess I was using femininity and femme interchangably without realizing it. Not all women express their femininity through being femme.
If you're looking for tips on femme styling or makeup, I can maybe help you out. I've somehow come to terms with, and even like, how femme I've made this later in life 6ft frame of an ogre.
Ok yeah, I have absolutely no idea where to start other than a feel of how "some ways to put my hair up make me euphoric", so I'd love to talk about it. The styling specifically. I don't have make up and it's scary π₯²
Thats totally valid. Makeup scared me even though I used some during my "maybe I'm just a falmboyant man" phase. If you ever do feel comfortable giving 1-2 things a try in the makeup Dept. then I would recommend buying a 12-16$ mascara from your local drugstore. Mascara on the eyelashes goes such a long way into femme for how little it is.
What length of hair are you working with?
Pretty long. Curliness makes it not show its full length, and it still hangs below the shoulders. Brushed straight, it just about reaches the end of the ribcage
And what kind of styles/scenes are you trying to fit?
Relevant XKCD
I have absolutely 0 idea, I don't know how to name nearly any style whatsoever.
I need at least a bit of plausible deniability, at least for going outside, because my town is pretty backwards.
Even my favourite way of putting it up in the house alone, which is in a 10-15-degrees-above-horizontal ponytail, but sideways instead of backwards, which makes me feel really cute, is not really a style I can wear outside.
I guess the feeling I'd like to get, is this, being cute and bubbly.
Honestly, now that I think about it, my expectation to wear these outside before you even tell me, is dumb. Just gimme the cutest, girliest, bubbliest style(s?) you got, for exploration and euphoria.
π₯Ί i hope you are able to find a way out.
You may be safe exploring some androgynous/unisex emo/punk expressions. The whole "Man with long hair" look is common enough that signaling a few "Hippie" or Hipster or maybe emo/punk themes (I.E. dark hair, dark clothes,or even monochromatic clothes, etc) should more than "cover" you.
For something just around the house in private, I'd actually recommend going to a thrift shop and finding inexpensive clothing that fits you. Some thrifts won't let you try things on, so when the "hold it up" method doesn't help, coming with your correct measurements will make things go smoothly. Also, in the event your safety is coming into question, ditching your clothes when they're thrifts at least reduces the financial trauma.
Good luck, stay safe!