olgas_husband

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 week ago

"y'all just asians to me"

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 week ago (3 children)

tl;dr: it was fucking made up by south korean intelligence to undermine north korea on the world stage due to recent rise in tensions between the two countries.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 month ago (2 children)

i strongly recommend the analysis of breno altman from opera mundi https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwcS_8bpOqQ

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 month ago

here in brazil the mainstream is more sionist than israeli midia itself, not bullshiting you. they tried to cover and twist the facts about gaza genocide as much as they could. just now we are seeing a tiny tiny spark of critics because the bombing in lebanon, because there is a rather large lebanese community here.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 month ago

lmao, what?

both countries relations is as good as it ever been, specially after the sino soviet split.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago

i heard vigotsky books are lit, famous soviet psychologist, if i heard right, he wrote about autism too and collaborated for current days drop of asperger name.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago

capitalism is so marvelous that applies it inversely, one part gets jobless, the other work like fuck.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago* (last edited 4 months ago)

I'd say to scale down said debates to not tank your relationship over that. if the debate is inevitable, the "didn't kill enough" depoliticize the discussion, and to someone outside our circle you make you look like a lunatic, so the best approach imo is bringing the discussion to context, like the other comrade commented quoting losurdo, recognize the repression but putting into the context the political situation soviet union had at the moment, surrounded by reactionary forces including the assassination attempt on lenin, to at least not end the discussion looking like stalin was a monster that killed people for shits and giggles. critic without autophagy.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago (1 children)

i'm talking mostly with my dad, he worked his whole life, he knows how to handle stuff and some gold tips i got here.

mental exhaustion has been more demanding that physical i guess, i naturally have social anxieties, suspect of being neurodivergent so i'm not handling well the toxicity of the workplace.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago

i'm trying at least to be a contact with some new, to show that atheist are normal people, not satan worshipers that eat babies. but sometimes i fell overwhelmed and that i shouldn't speak progressive topics, since their first contact with one communist has been disappointing since i don't fit the ideal worker and leave a poor impression that communists are fragile, spoiled, smart pants and etc, plus due particularity of brazilian politics, people are very immersed on neoliberal ideology of each on your own and people have disdain for politics subject and see parties in general as parasites that show up only to ask for votes in election years and steal their money.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago

first, thank you very much from your message, it helps a lot.

i'm thinking of quitting too, still have some money left from my previous job, that i was saving to buy a house.

i'm very used to insane deadlines, being pushed around by higher ups and whatnot, but i'm good at some stuff and always managed somehow, this time it is physical work and there is this annoying guy that isn't even a higher up, a lowly employee like me, but like to bosses everyone around, people hate him, even from different parts of the factory, i'm also very bad at handling people, and get pushed around by this dude and he is major part of why i'm down.

i was talking to my dad, he said there was someone just like that in his time, lowly employee that works his ass off and likes to boss people around and gave me tips on how to handle, although not sure i will be able to carry forth with what he said, which is basically tell him to fuck off, especially when he is the one tasked to showing me the rope.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 4 months ago (2 children)

that is a little part of why im collapsing, talking to coworkers. the whole place is pure toxic masculinity, even tho, im not a "manly man" and nowadays i simply can't engage in homophonic jokes anymore, don't find them funny. also decided to experiment a little and told when asked which church i went, that im atheist, well that also didn't went very well.

after these few days I'm realizing that the communist movement has rough days ahead, in overcoming the neopentecostal binds, while being everything that the common sense hates, women, atheists, lgbtq+, african religions and etc...

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submitted 4 months ago* (last edited 4 months ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

A few days ago i made a post about me starting working at a factory, grad has been very kind in providing messages of support and tips on how to deal with physical exhaustion and keeping healthy.

today, i don't know what to do or to think, im one week in and seriously thinking in quitting, can't take anymore, not so much about physical exhaustion, but mentally, even cried in the bathroom today.

and that is what is bothering me, how to come to terms with being so weak. im not trying to make anyone fell pity or something, especially when we still have colonies where things are hardcore and palestinians getting massacred.

like, idk what to do, i can't do mental work because i can't get a fucking job in it, and I'm not handling physical work, and confused about how being weak and not even capable of taking care of myself and handle a job, and be useful in a revolution or be up to the same level of many brave people fighting for the rights to exist, or something as simple as following party discipline.

sometimes i which i could just cease to exist, that way would stop being dead weight and not smudge the good name of our comrades.

edit: i am really moved by your kindness, i will answer each soon.

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submitted 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

i am fucking beat.

as i said a while back im a programmer but currently the market is in crisis and i got fire and remained unemployed for almost a year, so i went to work in the factory to at least not run out of money in difficult times we are facing.

i was never a athletic person, even as a kid when playing outside always had week constitution, run slow, tired easily, shit coordination and never got better.

i applied for a job in a shoe factory, and got put in storage and man, labor sucks major ass. it porly organized so a lot of work was overdue and the rhythm was frenetic, slowed by outdated software and so on.

anyway, perhaps this is the cue for me getting my shit together and study hard for public employment, less physically tiring and better pay.

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submitted 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

First and foremost, absolutely fuck fiscal austerity and laissez-faire, there is nothing natural about this, only consequence of shit political choices, such as scraping environment disaster prevention, basically no relief efford funding, global warming denial and shredding of environment protection laws.

 
 

recently i stumbled with this banger here https://blogdaboitempo.com.br/2024/03/27/pele-negra-alucinacoes-brancas-capitalismo-ia-e-racializacao/.

but it is on brazilian portuguese, even tho translation tool built in browser do the job, the article itself is of low circulation due to language and the target audience, so i want to know if there is a website where i can post a hand crafted translation to be easier to find for people outside brazil.

also im new into this kinda of thing, do i need to get permission from the author or something?

 
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rule. (lemmygrad.ml)
 
 

In mid January i posted about started to read Crime and Punishment, fast forward to some days ago, i finished it and now im trying to read Open Veins of Latin America by Eduardo Galeno.

I feel a little down because i took to long to finish the book, considering that I'm basically a neet, brazilian developer market is wild rn, so i got lots of freetime, but mostly spend it on the computer watching youtube and playing games, i try to cope myself thinking that partly this isn't completely my fault since i was a tv baby, and my education was lacking, teen years were spent playing video games basicaly (which is how i learned english), so i never read anything before making 23 (im 24 now), trying to pick up the habit now.

Now impressions so about Open Veins and divided, i like Galeano's writing style, he uses kinda of a poetic language to make it more engaging and to make you feel the tragedy, but the time and space constant jumping makes hard to follow the point, when he doesn't do it, damn it hits heavy, stuff i never heard about like brazilian military giving sugar poisoned with arsenic to natives.

Anyway, not gonna lie, even tho this book is crucial to understanding latin america, im procrastinating in reading marxist theory, so far after two years of discovering communist I've read only the manifesto and didn't understood much of it, alls i know is capitalism is shit and socialist countries did amazing things and i want those amazing things.

so, what you people think?

 

im a little sleepy yet and made a typo trying to access lemmygrad, and got directed to a israeli funding website. why is that?

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submitted 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

For nerd purposes I've been trying to custom compile Wine to see if i can squeeze some performance out of it, i pulled out the -g flag and put in its place -O3 with march native. i don't know how to benchmark properly to see if there at least a marginal gain, so idk if it is a placebo or not. tried to search for articles in the subject but found none

has anyone tried it or know an article that explored the subject?

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