Thanks for sharing. I'll share something too, something that suck with me. Nihilism is easier. It's like the super easiest one. Recognizing that helped me frame things.
depression_now!
A sad place for sad people to be sad.
Have fun!
This community is for people with depression. Memes and general discussion about depression are encouraged and welcome.
Bi-polar people are also allowed to post here but only sometimes.(joke)
This community is aimed at being inclusive for all people with depression and as such should be free of racism, homophobia, trans-phobia, sexism, patriarch and all other forms of hate-speech.
Trolls will be banned!
Thnx
Some resources posted from helpful people:
Therapy is not for everyone, check out peer counseling instead: https://www.americanmentalwellness.org/intervention/peer-support/
Find health professionals: https://www.psychologytoday.com
Thank you for reaching out and sharing your feelings
It sucks to feel this way. For better or for worse, nothing lasts forever. Not even this. I hope something good comes your way soon. It sounds like you deserve it.