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I'm back and honestly, I'm only madder than I was two days ago because I've had time to mull the bullshit over. Link, for those of y'all out of the know.

It appalls me that any community of people that claim to be marxists, that claim to follow the scientific method in all things that would contribute to the betterment of the world we're forced to share, that claim to be really out here performing praxis and making differences in their communities; it fucking galls me that a community like everything I just described can still look at a still on-going pandemic and still have such a tacit anti-mask stance.

More of you admitted to not masking than I'm comfortable with and y'know what, maybe we could've left it at that. It'd have been a form of liberalism to not dig my heels in on that and take a swing at that mindset because again: I took on a new disability in the wake of a COVID infection. My partner took on a new disability in the wake of their infection. I was put in a hospital bed, my grandparents were put on respirators, so many members of my family and my community were genuinely out of commission and a good number of us really had to question if we were going to make it to see the next morning under those infections-- but maybe, we could've left it at that.

But then, I have to see you people not only trying to justify it, but taking up for smuggards who just think it's all some big fuckin joke, like they're their favorite podcast crackerbro getting to have their own personal Matt Christman moment. I expect "u mad bro" smuglord fuckery out of crackers who can't even be trusted to properly wipe their asses after they shit, or to wash their hands after doing so. And worse, you expect me to not be heated about smug-assed crackers making light of genuinely-disabling infections after the fact.

I stand ten motherfucking toes down on what I said to Cantaloupe Ass and Ghost of Faso; any plague rat motherfucker who wants to take issue with how I feel about people who won't mask can catch the same cases my partners and my family caught. It's a whole lot of you motherfuckers that are so unserious, so emphatically not my comrades that it sickens me seeing you call yourselves so.

Do better. Deuces.

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

If you’re really out here like “wuhhhh no one else is dealing with it so why should I”, if you’re really out here like “it’s a style choice at this point”, if you’re really out here like “but i need to see faces for 2% of my interactions in a day how dare you interfere with my liberty”, then how the FUCK am I supposed to trust that when the pigs are goosestepping down the street with M4s at port ready over their chests, that when there’s Humvees convoying down the streets of my hood, that when the Second Night of Long Knives happens, that ANY of you’d have the discipline to be of ANY FUCKING USE?

I felt, and still feel, very much the same way. The covid pandemic, which never ended no matter what propaganda says and in many ways is only getting worse and harder to even try to mitigate, demonstrated just how selfish far too many people really are, people that couldn't handle fucking inconveniences in their daily routines that nonetheless present themselves as the future's comrades in a conflict that would be far more fucking inconvenient than masking and social distancing while gobbling treats at a bar/whatever.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (3 children)

To date, the single worst post I've ever seen on Hexbear, the one that did the most overall damage, that drove away numerous people that I still haven't seen since because of the toxic assholish bullying that the poster and likely alts performed afterward, was a post titled "you need to go out" by "RonJeremyCorbyn" and seconded by numerous dubious probably-alt accounts. It had a slimy opener about "loving you all" that then went and called people "shut-ins" if they weren't going out on New Years to "kiss strangers" and otherwise be boomer-tier plague rats all for the sake of "normalcy" that would supposedly "stop embarrasing leftism."

That shit went on for days afterward, probably from that piece of shit's alt accounts. I still miss some of the people that were bullied off the site, and I still utterly loathe that piece of shit for that post.

Hexbear isn't exempt from treat hogs that have superficial leftist beliefs but also a whole lot of "DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOO" selfish asshole attitude beneath that that goes off from even the suggestion of personal inconvenience for the sake of others. Such attitude has material consequences and can and will do actual harm to others in the offline world.

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

I don't think the current anti-mask "back to normal" sentiment is in any way "western". It's very much global outside Japan (and maybe a few other countries). Not many ppl worry about covid anymore and unless there is state willingness and proper enforcement of masks that isn't going to change.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

Uphold Amerikan Pharaoh thought.

The Western left, such as it is, has really shown their liberalism when it comes to COVID. What should have been a time for us to shine was dominated by a small liberal anti-mask sentiment, then a larger liberal anti-anti-mask reaction, and finally liberal normalization and a much higher anti-mask sentiment. We should be 100% top of caring for community, organizing in community, calling out liberal hypernormalization and building from it.

Instead, we have mostly seen opportunism. COVID-cautious folks (which is to say, correct folks) a minority in orgs, sometimes listened to at first. Orgs trying to say that wearing masks alienates you from the proletariat (lmao). And then people who are understandably tired of being the odd one out using this as justification to be massively inconsiderate, even dangerous.

There is still plenty to organize around, though the lightning strike moment has passed for now. Paxlovid is $1400 for the uninsured in the US. There's currently a wave. There's a new, seemingly better vaccine and we could organize around access to it. There are locales trying to ban masks in order to crack down on Palestinian solidarity protests. Public health aside, normalizing masks is good for our ability to safely carry out actions. It's not out of the cards for lightning to strike again and give us dual pandemics, as COVID damages immune systems and public health had adapted to a "fuck it" status quo, flirting with bird flu for no reason other than a poultry lobby. Will your org be ready to agitate? Or did it alienate the people with the most knowledge and investment in this topic?

Promote correct positions (COVID-safe) and reject dominant liberalism (nornalization), especially in our own spaces!

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (1 children)

Honestly, after having six people agree with someone telling me they're "indifferent to what happens to me" and completely misinterpret what I said into standing up for anti-maskers, I feel you. Kind of realization to put energy and feel a kinship with people who don't feel the same.

Lurking on hexbear might be the better option for now, I guess.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

People get heated sometimes, but I see a lot of compassion and thoughtfulness on Lemmygrad overall. I can see the effort you put into being thoughtful in your posts in this thread and I appreciate it. Whether you go more to hexbear or continue here, I wish you well.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

Even if we set aside the question of efficacy of masking in a society where few others do (and it is still efficacious to you and people you regularly interact with), any so-called communist who doesn't mask is a communist who is utterly failing at even the bare minimum of solidarity with their immunocompromised comrades. Do you consider yourself someone who is mindful and compassionate of other working people in your community? Then you should be masking.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

I mostly recall posts qualifying as "anti-mask" coming across as a defeated, beaten down attitude about it, like "I give up", not something anti-science or the like. I understand some stuff got heated and removed though, so if there were posts going into detailed anti-mask stuff, I don't think I saw it. A lot of what I was there for to reply to people (that I can recall) was trying to commiserate and relate to people on reasoning they're dealing with and how hard it is dealing with the pressures of other people and the system as a whole, trying to be conscientious in spite of that. Some of us dealt with, or still deal with, family members who refuse to take it seriously now, or for some people, family members who never took it seriously. On top of living in places where virtually nobody else is doing it anymore, which can attract strange looks or worse, depending on the place. Which can be very isolating, trying to somehow overcome that and be principled while people are getting sick in spite of what we do. It can make a person feel helpless and demoralized. That was one of the sentiments I saw there and I know it well in certain forms myself.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

I mostly recall posts qualifying as “anti-mask” coming across as a defeated, beaten down attitude about it, like “I give up”, not something anti-science or the like.

That is being anti-masking and anti-science. Copying and pasting what I said in the Hexbear thread on this:

Should I not confront racism or misogyny in my workplace just because everyone around me is racist/misogynistic? Should I not reject the attitude of lesser-evilism just because everyone around me are chauvinistic liberals? Of course not. I don’t understand why so many cannot make that same connection with masking. Yes, our governments, especially the US government, have severely dropped the ball with Covid. But masking is only one step towards a community response to protect the vulnerable, and the most basic one at that. If we can’t clear that bar, how can we expect to accomplish anything?

If you live with people who refuse to mask, I feel for you, that’s awful and I’m sorry they are damaging your health through their inaction. That does not excuse contributing yourself to the spread of illness in your community. If you have the ability to mask but refuse and take a defeatist attitude, then you are not my comrade. Camaraderie is not given freely. Respect is not given freely. I’m tired of being talked down to people who claim to be on my side while contributing to the shit that has fucked up me and my family’s entire life for the last almost half decade now.

On top of living in places where virtually nobody else is doing it anymore, which can attract strange looks or worse, depending on the place. Which can be very isolating, trying to somehow overcome that and be principled while people are getting sick in spite of what we do.

I’m sorry but fuck off with this. You want to know what’s isolating? Having all your friends abandon you because you are immunocompromised. Being forced out of every community you were a part of because none of them will accommodate you. Being forced into the fringes of society because everywhere you go, everything you do, is a constant, neverending reminder that your life matters less than everyone else’s to the general public. And you know what’s really isolating? Spending years, years, calmly and patiently explaining to people the dangers of Covid, the effectiveness of masking, the history of ableism that has led to this disaster, the action we can take to improve, offering people free masks, free tests, anything at all out of my own pocket (even though we are barely scraping by ourselves!) just to try and get anyone to care at all, and none of them accept them, no one takes what we say seriously, and no one can be fucked to change their behavior. How long do I have to be nice and patient with people for? Cause it sure as fuck isn’t working, and if being nice won’t work, then I have no problem with getting mean.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

I've worn a mask the entire time and self-isolated a lot. My whole approach to this topic from the start was in good faith, to better understand where people are at with it and if possible, to reinforce my own reasons for wearing a mask.

I’m sorry but fuck off with this.

I can empathize with how bad you have it, though I can't pretend to say I understand it, as I'm not immunocompromised. But I'm not going to go along with a tone that implies real struggles people are dealing with aren't real because someone else has it worse. My whole household got sick with covid at one point, after a long period of managing to avoid it, because one person was being a socialite and not masking. Thankfully we'd been able to vaccinate before that happened and there was no (known) long-term damage, but by god did it get to me after how hard I tried to manage the risk. That is real and demoralizing. I can't even imagine how bad it is not having the vaccine as an option, but you are effectively taking shots at the messenger here. I'm trying to understand and describe a problem and what its challenges are, not make excuses for people having such a systemic lack of any sense of social responsibility.

Don't confuse me for someone who wants to compromise on important issues because they don't want to make waves. The problem is the practicality of it. I can't give people more willpower to stand up on this. And sure I can go on with guilting myself or telling myself I'm doing some small amount of % harm reduction or telling myself I'm being principled, but it's not helping me persuade anyone else or explain well to them why I'm doing it. Like what am I supposed to tell people? I'm seriously asking here. I don't know and I don't expect you to know either, but I really don't know what to say to people about any of it. People are insistent on treating it as a thing you just sort of "move on from" at some point and I don't know how to counter that. Should I yell at them about immunocompromised people? I've never tried that one. I honestly don't know if it would move anyone.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

Like what am I supposed to tell people? I’m seriously asking here. I don’t know and I don’t expect you to know either, but I really don’t know what to say to people about any of it.

I don't know either, I really wish I did. Appealing to their morals doesn't work. Appealing to their self-interest doesn't work. Yelling at them about immunocompromised people definitely doesn't work, maybe the least effective thing I've tried so far. Being visible and vocal in my workplace hasn't worked. And people's logic just goes round and round, you disprove one thing and they use it to justify some other misinformed take, and then you disprove that one and they move on to the next or bounce right back to where they started. It's a never-ending cycle of cynicism and defeatism at best, and ableist, settler brainworms at worst. I wasn't kidding when I said being nice doesn't work, so now I'm just mean. At least that way I'm not biting my tongue off.

The problem is the practicality of it. I can’t give people more willpower to stand up on this. And sure I can go on with guilting myself or telling myself I’m doing some small amount of % harm reduction or telling myself I’m being principled, but it’s not helping me persuade anyone else or explain well to them why I’m doing it.

So what are we supposed to do? At least masking can have a positive effect at all. Who benefits from us not wearing a mask? The capitalists kind of benefit I guess, but even then I can't see mass disabling your work force as beneficial to them, really. The only other people I can think of are those who choose to opt out of masking for their own personal comfort, trading their health and the health of those around them to avoid social pressure. Hell, it's not exactly a material benefit, but least when I see people properly masking I can feel a little relief that anyone around me cares.

The only other thing I can think of is if you are the organizer for any sort of event or social gathering, require N95 respirators and strictly enforce that rule, kicking out anyone who takes theirs off or refuses to wear one. Agitating in gatherings you don't organize is worth it too I'd say, though frankly I wouldn't expect much in my experience. I guess if you can get your job to provide air filtration that would be good too, but again good luck if you already can't get your coworkers on board.

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

What a shit-show that thread was. For some strange reason, the warped mind runs sickeningly deep in every corner of the culture of the west. The inherent need for blood in exchange for justice that was designed through every facet of our media, our art, our relationships with each other in an fierce individualism that demands "justification" for why a person themselves should change or adjust to the conditions around them.

A design to slaughter Native-Americans, to separate the sick, the poor, the different. To make a culture where even if there is no divide, to create one. It's something that we all must fight every day. I wanted to ask, are you leaving? I appreciated your posts.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

I do want to say, wishing COVID on someone isn't cool. I've lost one of my best friends to that. You have lost more. I don't wish COVID or any disease on my worst enemies. I view it in the same breath as "biological/chemical warfare" sort of thing. There is just indifference to death. There is a reflection there that I see that I wish to avoid.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

I don’t wish COVID or any disease on my worst enemies.

You wouldn't wish covid even on our billionaire overlords who intentionally sabotaged any chance we had of containing it and thus condemned millions of people to death by covid, and magnitudes more to a lifelong debilitation for the sake of profits? I would and I do. I wish that upon them and much much worse.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

This feels eerily close to the line of thinking that libs use when they say, “Oh? You want to get rid of the death penalty and focus on rehabilitation? Even for murderers, rapists, and war criminals? You must be evil then too.”

Taking an extremely uncharitable view of 666’s words and then somehow trying to say that he somehow believes that billionaires shouldn’t feel the consequences of their actions is bizarre.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

No, you have it completely backwards. I'm the one saying "in a communist country, the death penalty is not always a bad thing, but may be commensurate justice to be used against those responsible for the exploitation of an entire society and the torture and murder of thousands of working class people," when a lib, in their usual cringe idealism, draws a blanket assessment like "noooo, killing is always bad and there are no exceptions!" Saying "it's not cool to wish covid on anyone no matter how evil they are" is sheer idealism. "Wishing" alone will never make any material difference in the first place, but there's nothing wrong with desiring the death of people who absolutely deserve death, which is fine, normal, in some cases even positive.

Your analogy is what's absolutely bizarre and asinine because you either totally misunderstand what's happening here or, like I said, you got it very obviously ass backwards. Funny enough, your reading of what I said is far more uncharitable than anything in my response to -6-6-6-.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

The death penalty has no place in a socialist state. Once the revolution passes the initial stage, the death penalty becomes purely a tool of retribution and vengeance, the same as it is in a liberal state.

What’s ass backwards if your takes.

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[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

Exactly. Billionaires get the wall. Where you get to do with your hands.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Who do they spread it too? Sure, their servants or their "dogs" if you want to say that. Who do they then spread it too? It is not like a nuclear weapon; or any weapon of mass devastation even chemical. It is actual, ultimate desolation that will kill far, far more than you want to.

It is not something to toy lightly with.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

If the people with the power and authority to mandate vaccines, distancing, "lockdowns," and public mask wearing but who instead ensured those measures could never be seriously implemented had themselves all gotten fatal cases of covid and died slow, horrble deaths from it, then the world would be a much better place now. Who knows how many decent real people who did die of covid would still be alive, if common sense and normal community response had not been thwarted by those in power? Even belatedly, if the people most responsible for the scale of death from covid somehow got it now and died as a result, it would be a good thing worth celebrating.

It's very hard to take seriously any so-called ML who thinks that billionaires dying of the same disease they condemned millions of others die of is such a bad thing that no one should even be able to wish it would happen.

Who do they spread it too?

This isn't about spreading it. You said you wouldn't "wish it on" your worst enemies, which is pretty unambiguous in its meaning that you think that even your enemies don't deserve to suffer as one does with covid. If you read my other comment in this thread, you'd know that I always mask and always will because I care about the well-being of people in my community, immunocompromised comrades, and all people of the working class in general. Preventing the spread of covid is deeply important to me, more so than to those who make excuses for their failure to mask. Don't be disingenuous and try to imply I am not concerned about the spread of covid simply because I recognize that it would be nothing short of cosmic (if coincidental) justice if the people most responsible for its continued spread and resulting mass death covid caused were themselves to suffer and die from it.

It is not like a nuclear weapon; or any weapon of mass devastation even chemical. It is actual, ultimate desolation that will kill far, far more than you want to.

.... You do realize almost everyone has been infected with covid now, right? You're saying it's cool to wish that capitalists get nuked (or suffer other weapons of mass devastation), but wishing covid upon them is a step too far because it is ultimate desolation? What are you even talking about? This is nonsensical.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (1 children)

Yours might be one of the only replies in this thread I plan to reply to, because I plan to massively cut down on how much I interact with this fed. I have no further faith in the moderation here, and lost a good deal of respect for a good number of regulars here in the doing.

I do want to say, wishing COVID on someone isn't cool.

This is maybe the only place where I could see one having a genuine issue; and y'know what? That's fine that that's your take.

I've already had to watch it ravage my community. There's people I knew that don't come around anymore. Became agoraphobic. That's not even talking the people that did die in my community, and their families still feel those holes to this day. Most of the people in my orbit, they survived-- but not a one came away without something permanent left behind. Brainfog, asthma-resembling hacking fits, compromised immune systems, the works. I wouldn't feel so comfortable saying what I did to someone if I didn't already know, down to the scars at the bottoms of my lungs, what this disease does to the people who are lucky enough to have survived it.

Way I see it, if you're going to be as indifferent to death as to take up for anti-maskers, I'm going to be indifferent to what happens to you, because there is nothing that can unite us at that point. Gods only know I'm already out of reasons to unite with the average settler anyway.

"How did one straw break the camel's back? Here's the secret: the million other straws underneath it."

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

"I’ve already had to watch it ravage my community. There’s people I knew that don’t come around anymore. Became agoraphobic. That’s not even talking the people that did die in my community, and their families still feel those holes to this day. Most of the people in my orbit, they survived-- but not a one came away without something permanent left behind. Brainfog, asthma-resembling hacking fits, compromised immune systems, the works. I wouldn’t feel so comfortable saying what I did to someone if I didn’t already know, down to the scars at the bottoms of my lungs, what this disease does to the people who are lucky enough to have survived it"

As did I.

"Way I see it, if you’re going to be as indifferent to death as to take up for anti-maskers"

The way I see it is that you're staring at something as brutally indifferent and deadly as disease and are advocating it upon anti-maskers who will then infect others who may, even by chance, infect people who truly do mask or take preventative measures. Nowhere am I standing up for them.

"I’m going to be indifferent to what happens to you"

So quickly. A shame. I can't say the same. Peace to you.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago

Nowhere am I standing up for them.

Nor do I think you do; made slight edits to emphasize that the 'you' in my bit there is a hypothetical quantity, not meant to call you to the front directly on that.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

The way I see it is that you're staring at something as brutally indifferent and deadly as disease and are advocating it upon anti-maskers who will then infect others who may, even by chance, infect people who truly do mask or take preventative measures. Nowhere am I standing up for them.

I don't have much to say in this struggle session, but I do need to address this. Non/anti maskers are already infecting others, who are infecting others, etc. until people who are actually taking preventative measures may be infected. Plague rats choking to death on their own mucus, waterboarding style, would just be them suffering the consequences of the actions they're already doing. Your concern wrt the indifference to death is still valid, but I doubt nurglers suffering from more severe COVID symptoms would affect the spread appreciably; it'd arguably even reduce it since they won't be able to go out and spread it co others.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

That's part of the point. We know COVID isn't always "severe". That's what is insidious about it and any other disease that could follow.

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