Haha pain? Yes I rather like bread why do you ask?
It's hard when you're constantly trying not to inconvenience the people around you and forget that you deserve support too. I also feel like it's partially "if I keep pretending, hopefully I'll stop pretending at some point." I can tell you with complete certainty that that's bullshit. That's how you lose out on having genuine relationships with people.
Ryuuji is so perceptive W