Not ADHD, just autistic. It used to be fantasizing of a successful career. Now it's just uncertainty about my rights (which affect it badly).

Sex. I'm hypersexual so that tends to be the default.

if my brain isnt stimulated 24/7 I tend to fall into a mental ocean of indifference, usually followed by complete emotional blankness. this is why I always stimulate myself, best for that is just listening to music, which is why I clock in, on average, 14 hours of music per day.

When I'm idle my brain also idles, though I don't have an inner monologue and can't internally visualise or whatever that is.

Cars and computers.

Cars and racing fascinate me because the engineering that goes into making a car handle well at high speed is insanely intricate. Plus track design can have a massive effect on a race. There’s just so much to think about and so many different cars and disciplines out there that it’s pretty much endless.

Similarly, computers have so much to learn about them. I could learn about them 24/7 my whole life and still not know everything about them. They’re a massive testament to human ingenuity and are such a core part of society, I’m glad I’m lucky enough to be alive at this point in technology.

I used to do something similar. I would always travel with a book and read whenever my brain would idle or ruminate.

These days I make sure to download up about 4-5 interesting podcasts. Listening to really interesting topics and discussions keeps my mind fresh and engaged.

Impellers are code for me. Someone asks me what I'm thinking. I can't remember 5 second ago. Impellers.