I spoke with my parents today... It was lovely. I love talking to my parents.
I checked my jeans today; clean! I think I got the stains off. Much better day today... Today was good.
Lunch was great... Though I don't quite remember what it was... Oh yes, it was a mix of veggies and mushrooms and soy with rice and salad. A fantastic apple, and a thin but good vegetable soup. Oh boy, oh boy!
I had some discussions online today that were less than pleasant, but that's how it goes sometimes. I should get off the internet more. Read more. I haven't been reading enough.
Sometimes I feel like there's a me out there that I want to be. I can even see a path to reach him. I hope I can take the right steps. I have taken some good steps this week; I haven't had any chips... I basically replaced them with bread! Bread it much healthier and more filling (and way cheaper!), so I consider this a win.
I got back on my SoundCloud account. Lots of interesting music there...
I feel good. Can't wait to meet my brother and grandma this weekend.
My mom says that we're the kind of people for which things always go right, but they have to go way wrong before. Things get fucked and screwed, it's annoying and frustrating, but if we just keep walking, things end up fine in the end. My whole life, this has been true. I feel like it has made me a very passive person, though. If things always work out in the end, why try? And so I haven't tried, and things have worked out. Still, I feel like there are some things that require some effort to achieve, even for us.
I can see some goals I want to achieve. I'll try and be strong.