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I did some spring cleaning, today.

Did my laundry


not all of it, mind you, since my floormates are hogging all the space... But a good bit of it, regardless


and cleaned my room. Also organized everything: my desk; my wardrobe; and my bedside table. Very nice!

I also bought some jeans, and put some "old ones" for sale. I'm not sure how many jeans are enough, generally speaking... I suppose all you really need is one pair, but 2 pairs is nice in case something happens to the first one (something I've experienced recently, as a matter of fact). Is 3 pairs too many, I wonder.

Something funny, though unfortunate, that happened with the purchase was that, at first, the jeans were listed at 10€. I inquired about the state of the legs, got some pictures, and bought them. Now, this was all in the span of 15 minutes since the jeans were put of for sale. 15 minutes! But then, the purchase was cancelled! Shocked, I went to check the seller's profile and, to my surprise, I find the exact same pair of jeans still for sale but at twice the original price! Well, they were pretty cheap regardless, and they seem to be in pristine quality, so I bought them anyway, but it did hurt to see the price be upped so ruthlessly. Looking over the profile, though, I could see that they sell all their pants for 20€, so I guess the initial sale price was just a typo.

I intend to put some other jeans I have here for sale as well, since I never wear them and they're in perfectly decent condition.

And with that, I'm out!

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Today, I didn't eat.

Didn't get hungry, either. It's weird. This is a first for me.

I literally just sat and coded, didn't feel anything... For so many hours...

Well, hopefully this doesn't kill me.

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I've been getting back into programming, lately.

Doing some very basic Python scripting, just for fun. Also tried out some more Rust, but holy shit is that rough!

Still, it's fun to try and solve these problems.

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A couple of days ago, Hearthstone released their newest expansion and the standard game-mode underwent the yearly rotation. This is the best time to start playing the game.

I've been an avid Hearthstone player for many years, having even reached Legend, but I hadn't actually played standard in a rather long time, preferring to spend my gaming hours on Battlegrounds


the auto-battler game-mode


instead. Because I've played a little Balatro, recently, I decided to give standard a try once again, after a years-long hiatus.

At first, I went with the basic recipes. Hearthstone provides three recipes for each class, two of which are built around the current expansions, and one of which is the so-called "Core" deck, which is meant to display the class identity. I'm a Rogue player and have been for a while, so I went with Core Rogue for my first game back.

I got my ass handed to me.

Repeatedly.

Well, that is to be expected. The recipes suck, I'm rusty, and there's a lot of people trying out the powerful new cards! As such, I decided to try and build my own deck. I've played a lot of Pirate Rogue, so I looked over the Pirates available for the class, duck-taped a deck together and gave it my best try!

I got obliterated.

Repeatedly.

That is the path of the card gamer, I suppose... Frustrating, yes, but there's glory in loss when victory is inevitable. I decided to go check out what people were actually using and copied that. I had


and still have, actually


copious amounts of gold and dust, which allowed me to craft and buy the cards I needed to build a competitive deck. I looked over the most popular Rogue decks and got them running with a few tweaks I thought would improve the success of the strategy. The expansion came out not a long time ago, so the decks are by no means optimized.

That's when I started winning.

The first "real" deck I tried was called Bounce Rogue. It's a common strategy for Rogues, this bounce. I love it. I thought it would be similar to Miracle Rogue, which I love, but it wasn't quite what I was looking for. Admittedly, I could very well be playing it wrong. Still, as a Rogue veteran, I find that unlikely. Looking now, it seems that that decks' winrate is plummeting, while other competing decks are rising as the premier Rogue archetype.

Namely, Protoss Rogue. Protoss are a relatively new thing in Hearthstone. If you're familiar with other Blizzard IPs, you might recognize Protoss as the name of one of the factions in Starcraft. I tried that deck out as well and haven't looked back. A few other Protoss decks have also been gathering some steam, but I've stuck with my initial build.

I went from Bronze 10 to Platinum 9 in a few hours, and had lots of fun along the way. I love the cool mechanics all over the game, the way different classes are trying to win games... It's a lot of fun to discover the new stuff.

My one issue, so far, has been Demon Hunter. I remember when Demon Hunter came out and was completely broken. I don't know how broken it has been, since then, but it seems to still be broken as of right now. Whenever I face a Demon Hunter, I'm inclined to forfeit the match immediately. They're the most common class on the ladder, at least the class I've seen most so far, and they absolutely wipe the floor with me every single time. Well, not every single time, I suppose. I did beat a Demon Hunter player once, with a combination of horrendous draws on my opponent's part and miraculous luck on mine.

Regardless of the state of the META, for now at least, I'm having fun. I'm not sure if I'll commit to getting Legend just yet, but I'm thinking about it. I might try out some other Rogue archetypes that are being developed, too.

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I wish we used Latin phrases more. I use ad eternum with some frequency, idem too, but I wish there were more. Id est, et cetera... Abbreviations have cursed us! Latin is so cool... And then people don't even know what it is because we don't write it out. I've seen some atrocious spellings of "et cetera," let me tell you! Moreover, these phrases are often relegated to technical language. I hate it!

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I dealt with my Syncthing, file organization, and I cleaned out my password manager.

It feels so good to have things in order. The Synchthing side of it was a little sketch, to be honest, but I managed with some filters, nothing crazy. The password manager took a long time, since I was fixing weak passwords, changing emails, and deleting old accounts, but it was fun in its own way. I'll say: I'm socked at how many services have weird restrictions on passwords. I dealt with a website that required a password to be between 8 and 10 characters long and not include any special characters. I'm not kidding. 8 and 10?! RIDICULOUS! How are they storing this stuff... I don't trust it at all.

Quite a few other websites also ban certain special characters, which is weird but fine, and a decent number of them have a character limit of like 20. 20?! It's so weird... Shouldn't these things be hashed? Why is there a character limit at all... Why is it freaking 20?!

IDK if I mentioned it before, but I also fixed my Firefox CSS. It was alright, but I figured that there was something wrong about it, like there was something about the way I wrote it that wasn't quite correct. I tried to fix it, and ended up mucking everything up, but I managed to pull it back and improve. In the midst of all that, I figured out how to make the browser content float with a box-shadow and rounded corners à la Zen. That style isn't for me, but I could enable it if I want.

I like the minimalist look. Pic related.

What my browser looks like.

I wonder though, if others might prefer the other look. Pic also related.

With the rounded borders and box-shadow.

It's an interesting look for sure.

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My bike has really been frustrating me. I tuned the brake, but I must've done it wrong. They're not good enough... Maybe I should just go get them tuned at the store, but I did get them tuned at the store not that long ago and they're somehow fucked again. I suppose that folding it and whatnot might fuck with the brakes, but gee man it really sucks...

Well, best to have it as I have now than before; before I struggled to brake, now they brake too much... Sigh...

By the way, the word "brake" is so unintuitive, I feel like. Why isn't it just "break?!" Break does imply things being... Broken, like, to break one's stride? Meh

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I really feel like eating a snack right now. I ate a lot today, as I did yesterday


as I do, every other weekend


but I'm really craving some snacks; I'm talking potato chips, specifically.

I have so much on my mind that I find it hard to put it all to words. Also, I mostly feel that it'd be silly to put it all to words! I don't want to put it all to words, but it's hard to make things clear and pick out the parts I do want to write about.

Generally, I think the main points I want to get across are that I want to be a low-maintenance person. I don't want to need much. I did a little broad inventory of my stuff with my brother today, and it's really not much at all. I use very few things a lot.

Oh, I tuned my brakes yesterday. Didn't actually get a chance to test, them


will do so tomorrow


but I'm excited to see if I fixed the issues I was having.

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Had a great day today.

Sushi with the fam, did everything I wanted with my laptop, even managed to clear some space on my phone, got some things set up that I wanted to for a while with my dad... It was just a great day.

My Linux experience so far has been nothing short of incredible, by the way. I mean, I am considerably more tech savvy than the average person, but I really don't feel like this took any more technical expertise than getting started with Windows. Some of the things I did, like hardening my Firefox and setting up Wireguard, sure, but that has nothing to do with Linux per se.

I don't know. I just... Haven't managed to find fault with it just yet.

And the clear performance improvements are making me feel like a fool to have waited this long to switch...

I'll go eat some chocolate.

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I'm officially on Linux!

Installed Linux Mint, still doing some customization and whatnot, but it's working so far. Well, it's not the first time I've used Linux, of course, but it's the my first time actually committing to daily-driving it.

We'll see how this goes, hopefully well...

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I'm hungry, as I write this. I could eat, sure, but what should I eat is the question. I could make rice, for one


that could be nice


or I could go and buy some bread and eat that. Both options sound viable, but the latter does require me to go outside, and it is currently raining rather heavily.

Sewing... I sewed some patterns into my hat. Nothing special or... Not even a pattern, really. Just some lines. Sashiko-inspired, maybe? I love sashiko, and I did buy the needles and thread thinking of sashiko, so maybe that's fair to say. It's not actually sashiko, though. It does look kinda cool; I think so, anyway. It gives the boring old black cap a new feel, it makes it look weirder and more unique. And it is unique, not just because of the things it's seen, as a hat, but because I didn't follow any guides or lines, I just sewed what I felt like, and so it is as it is and nothing else is quite like it. I think that's somewhat poetic.

I got my new jeans today. Second-hand, of course. They're great, I think. No major blemishes. Sure, there was a little bit of a heel-bite on the right side, but it's so small that I didn't even notice after I put them on. They're a bit longer than the size I've been wearing. This was on purpose, of course; I wanted to try it out because my mom said it might be better. I don't necessarily agree or disagree, now that I've tried them on. They're basically the same as my old ones! We'll see, we'll see... Regardless, it's good that I can now feel confident in buying a longer size. Nice!

I think I'll go buy some bread...

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I spoke with my parents today... It was lovely. I love talking to my parents.

I checked my jeans today; clean! I think I got the stains off. Much better day today... Today was good.

Lunch was great... Though I don't quite remember what it was... Oh yes, it was a mix of veggies and mushrooms and soy with rice and salad. A fantastic apple, and a thin but good vegetable soup. Oh boy, oh boy!

I had some discussions online today that were less than pleasant, but that's how it goes sometimes. I should get off the internet more. Read more. I haven't been reading enough.

Sometimes I feel like there's a me out there that I want to be. I can even see a path to reach him. I hope I can take the right steps. I have taken some good steps this week; I haven't had any chips... I basically replaced them with bread! Bread it much healthier and more filling (and way cheaper!), so I consider this a win.

I got back on my SoundCloud account. Lots of interesting music there...

I feel good. Can't wait to meet my brother and grandma this weekend.

My mom says that we're the kind of people for which things always go right, but they have to go way wrong before. Things get fucked and screwed, it's annoying and frustrating, but if we just keep walking, things end up fine in the end. My whole life, this has been true. I feel like it has made me a very passive person, though. If things always work out in the end, why try? And so I haven't tried, and things have worked out. Still, I feel like there are some things that require some effort to achieve, even for us.

I can see some goals I want to achieve. I'll try and be strong.

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Today was a terrible day.

Mind you, it wasn't that bad, of course it wasn't... But I'm still reeling from it.

Now, to start off, my alarm didn't go off. Or rather, I predicted my alarm wouldn't go off, and it didn't, so my safety alarm did go off and it was OK but it was a pain in the ass to confirm that my alarm didn't go off. I still have to fix it; I don't even know what's wrong.

Then, I fell off my bike. I bike to school, so I'm used to the commute. It's not particularly rare for some inconsiderate prick to hog the bike path, so I barely got annoyed at that... I just went on the side, fine, and then made a turn to get back on the right way. It rained last night. I was going a little too fast... I hydroplaned? I don't know, but my tires slid! There were people around, but seemingly nobody noticed. It wasn't particularly noisy, I guess, but I felt simultaneously relieved that nobody saw me and offended that nobody came to my aid! Whatever... The much bigger issue was that I was wearing my favourite jeans, which are now in the wash on account of the green stains all over them. OH THE TRAGEDY!!!! MY JEANS, MY JEANS!!! WHYYYYYYYY!!!! and other lamentations... My hands still hurt a little bit, I did cut myself, though I didn't bleed or anything. I'm fine. The bike was fine. But the jeans...

Alright, that's OK. I got to school relatively unharmed. Lunchtime came around. I happened to see my housemates as I was exiting the canteen. They greeted me, alright, no problem, but then they tried to shake my hand. I thought they were going for a dap. TWICE! I missed... Two handshakes, in a row. It was awkward. Well, they showed no signs of anything, but I felt it. I felt it. I know it was terrible, I still feel it. I literally screamed out as I wrote this paragraph, that's how painful this is for me.

You're not ready.

Then, I met a colleague and his girlfriend. Just a few paces from my failed handshakes. Guess what? I waved, he reached out, I reached out, he kept walking, then his girlfriend reached out, I took my hand away because he kept walking. So... I missed another 2 handshakes. 4 handshakes.

In a row.

4 handshakes in a row. Missed.

Am I the most awkward being in existence? Perchance.

The pain, can you imagine the pain? What I'm feeling right now?

Dirty pants, wounded hands. Wounded hands.

I am not joking, by the way. I know the events of this day seem wholly unbelievable. You, reader, must be thinking something akin to "this dude is lying on the internet," but I assure you, this happened. This really, really happened.

I'm gonna go write my fanfic and... I don't know, drown my sorrows, I guess...

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I've heard that fanfic is a less scrutinized kind of writing. There's a lot of very young people doing it, a lot of hobbyists and people that are doing it just to do it, so there's less pressure, as a writer, due to the lower quality expectations of the format.

I suppose that makes sense.

That's not the reason, but I did start writing a fanfic. For a long time, probably since I first watched the show as a kid, my favourite Avatar: The Last Airbender character has been Azula. I just love basically everything about her; not on an individual level, necessarily


she's a violent murderer


but as a character, she's awesome. However, I don't like seeing people suffer.

Azula really isn't a bad person, despite what I might've said before... She was just raised by a violent, imperialist murderer to be a violent, imperialist murderer. She certainly had some mean streak about her, but I like to believe that overwhelming talent and ambition is something that can be harnessed for good. Moreover, I like to imagine that, given the right circumstances, she could've been swayed to the good side and seen the error of her ways and led a good life, even after doing such terrible things.

I've had this concept in my head of a while of an ATLA AU where there's another character that does that for Azula. A character that plays the role of that kind heart that guides her to righteousness, without letting go of the fire that makes Azula herself. So, I decided to write it!

Wrote the first chapter already, and it was a lot of fun. I basically just sat down and BAM!, wrote all of it. Had to go over it a few times to fix some mistakes and inconsistencies, but it was actually pretty decent. Well, for someone like me that doesn't really write much beyond these posts... I do write other stuff occasionally, though. Meh, I don't think it matters. It's good practice regardless, and I'm letting myself believe that there's no pressure. It's only fanfic, after all!

I don't mean that to say fanfic is an inferior format, of course. It's not.

Actually, my little brother loves fanfic. We used to go on walks during the summer and he'd tell me all about what he had been reading, so I know the plot of a lot of popular fanfics without ever having read them. I'm... Oddly familiar with the genre, for someone so uninitiated. Mostly Harry Potter fics, that's what he likes to read. I believe he still does read them rather often, though he's also into light novels.

Anyway, I'm happy with what I wrote, and I'm excited to write more! I love that I have a firm idea for what I want to happen... I feel like a lot of the storied I come up with are very movie-esque, if that makes sense. I feel like they'd be much better movies than novels. Maybe I'm a very visual thinker. I don't know, I much prefer books than movies, personally, so I think that's kind of a weird thing... Then again, I love YT videos. I don't know.

I'm not sure I mentioned it before, but I started reading Shadow Slave a while ago.

That's it, for today.

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I did some laundry today. Not everything, as that would be very hard and expensive on account of several factors, but a little, enough that I'm content with it.

I read a newspaper while I waited at the laundromat. There was a lot of stuff there that I didn't care about in the slightest, but there were a few articles that I found interesting and worth reading. I liked the opinion section in particular.

Also, I managed to not buy chips today. Small steps... I really need to kick this damn habit. I keep saying I need to kick it and then not kicking it... I even walked to the aisle today, I looked at them, I even grabbed the damn chips. But I managed to take control and just... Walk away. Bought some rice and sardines instead. I know that doesn't sound very appealing or anything, but I liked it. I put some extremely hot hot sauce on the rice but forgot to mix it in. So there was just a little blob of black poison sitting there. I didn't notice, and just took a spoonful of it and ate it all. I thought I was going to die, but it was actually not as bad as I expected. Maybe somehow the way I ate it just... Didn't let the sauce touch my tongue or something, I don't know. It was hot, mind you, but not nearly as hot as I've come to expect from that particular sauce. It even tasted kinda good, to be honest. The sauce is what I'd describe as mostly flavourless, it really just tastes like "hot," if you know what I mean, but that spoonful was kinda tasty. Maybe it was something else, or maybe I just hallucinated flavour instead of pain.

I wore a really cool shirt today. It's a Hard Rock Cafe shirt I got in Budapest. It has the Liberty Statue on it, it's super cool. It's comfortable too.

It was a good day, today.

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I cleaned my room today.

Cleaned the floor and organized a little bit, put my clothes away and such. I still need to do laundry, but there just isn't space right now. Not like I have nothing to wear or anything, so it's not that critical, but I'd like to get it over with ASAP, of course. I do have some money leftover in a laundromat card, so I'll probably go and use that tomorrow, wash some stuff. I need to take the trash out too... But it was raining a while ago and I got lazy.

I'll get to it, I swear! Today, even! I'll just try and wait out the rain a little...

I've looked into the Indieweb a little. It's really cool. I've wanted to have a website for a while now, but the fact I have to pay for it always put me off a little. I really dislike paying for stuff in general, but especially online.

Oh well, I'll look into it more and see how it goes.

I bought some chips from a different market today. They were about as delicious as the ones I usually buy, but slightly cheaper per mass. They were more expensive overall, but with more chips too. Not sure which is the superior option. Well, the superior option is to not buy chips at all, of course... I'll get on that, too. I'm having a hard time kicking this habit...

I've also been looking into sport climbing. It's really cool! Just watching some YT videos and reading some articles. Looks like it's lots of fun. I remember climbing a wall we had in our gym back in middle school... Holy, that's a long time ago. 10 years! Time sure does fly.

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I took it upon myself not to immediately reject Portuguese content on TikTok, recently.

I feel like that makes it sound like I was immediately rejecting it, which was not the case, but I mean more so that I'm now actively inviting it. I've been following several Portuguese accounts for months, if not years, at this point, but the number has been going up dramatically the past few weeks. Political content, cultural stuff like food reviews, music recommendation, linguistics... It's lovely.

It's also changed my perspective a little bit on how young Portuguese people think. I'm in the unfortunate-fortunate situation of having very highly educated friends and family... The only person in my life that even acknowledges the far-right as legitimate candidates is my grandma, which is love, but, to be quite frank, she's not the brightest and age has taken its toll quite severely. I keep telling her that they're not very good, but I don't think she cares about politics, she just likes that the front-man for the far-right is cute and has the same last name as her...

Regardless, the TikTok comments on political videos can get pretty nasty and insulting, but generally speaking the people engaging with the videos that I'm engaging with are young Portuguese people that actually try and think about politics. Of course, I'm aware that this is selection bias, but I find it comforting to see that there really are young Portuguese people getting into politics, educating themselves on our political parties and system, and trying to use their vote in a way that benefits their goals for the country. In other words, I'm glad I'm not the only one trying to learn about what the hell is going on in our country, and what I should do about it.

When I see rallying cries for the far-right, it's always framed as a sort of defeatist attitude, or perspective on the system, and a simple rejection of the established parties. I find that to be profoundly sad, to be honest. It feels like the flip-side of where I'm getting at. I saw that things weren't great, looked into why, decided to find a party that aligns with my goals. But these far-right supporters seem to have just decided that the established powers are bad, so they'll vote in whoever presents themselves as the opposition. They're not voting in favour of what they want, they're just voting against who they perceive to be "the bad ones." And mind you, I do agree that our 2 biggest political parties are corrupt failures. I do not like them very much at all. However, to come to the conclusion that the way to go around that is to just vote in a party that points a finger is so brainless. Really, I mean that. It's like they don't think. I find it very upsetting.

There's also a lot of racists, of course. People that don't know anything about immigration, but just don't like brown people, pretty much. That's also brainless, of course, but at least they're voting with some sense of what they're going to achieve by doing so. It's upsetting in a different, more familiar way, I suppose.

You know, something specific: I saw a video wherein someone presented a flyer by an ultra-nationalist Portuguese identitarian group. In said flyer, they stated that, in 2024, 25% of Portugal were immigrants. The person in the video said that they had no clue where they'd gotten the data for the flyer, but that they couldn't find any source. Now, it just so happened that I'd actually looked up that data only a few months ago, so I knew where to find it. Only about 11% of people in Portugal are immigrants. It's not a very high number at all. It's a little higher than the EU average, but lower than the US, for example, and much lower than countries like Australia, Norway, and Switzerland. I posted a comment saying this (in fewer words, of course), and somehow got two replies that... Well, they just didn't sit well with me.

One of them tried to argue something very weird. It said that, even if the rate of immigration continued at the current pace, which is exceedingly unlikely, Portuguese people would still be a majority by 2050. Now, OK, sure, but that's so irrelevant. And the comment as a whole was so weirdly abrasive and combative. It really felt like they thought that I was somehow trying to argue something there, when I very much wasn't. I aimed to correct the racist-ass flyer. I was trying to point out that those ultra-nationalist scumbags were straight-up lying to scare people. Another comment I got was purely incorrect, stating that most of the immigrants were rich people from the US and other EU countries and that they were buying up all the houses in Portugal, which is causing our housing crisis. Now, I do agree with the fundamental argument that allowing the wealthy to hoard housing is terrible and that that needs to be curbed, but most immigrants are not of that sort. They're people looking for opportunities and wanting to get a job and contribute to society. Not rich pricks hoarding homes.

I bring this up because it showed me that this sort of gut-response to "data" really does exist everywhere, and it's not exclusive to the far-right. Very left-leaning people are also averse to discussing the reality of our society, I guess because they are afraid to face the possibility that there really might be problems different from the ones that they think should be the focus of discussion, on a moral level, maybe. They ended up perceiving a basic statement, basic nonpartisan data, as an endorsement of policy they disagree with. Moreover, they threw meaningless and incorrect data in my face, like it did anything. I can fully understand how someone might come across this someplace else and be discouraged of the state of political literacy in the country.

It did remind of the that old, and still occasionally brought up adage that is "13/50." Using skewed, unrepresentative statistics to make a wrong point. It wasn't my intention at all, but I do see how it might've been perceived in that manner. I can't stand with the idea that data shouldn't be shared because posting numbers is the tool of the enemy or something, though. I think it's important to be educated. If the data said that we needed less immigration, or that the kind of immigration we have is problematic, I would be in favour of curbing immigration. However, that simply is not the case, so I'm not! There's no reason to be afraid of data, as long as it is properly collected, analyzed, and interpreted, it can be a fantastic tool to develop quality policy, in my opinion. I don't think this should be a hot take. I don't think it is a hot take, really, but I do feel that it may be the case that it can touch a nerve here and there.

Another interaction I had was a more positive one. Someone was supporting our (ex-)prime-minister, saying basically that he did nothing wrong. He did do many things very wrong, in my view, but I digress. I posted a reply explaining that they were misunderstanding the issue. Basically, our prime-minister did some shenanigans with a company of his: he sold it to his wife so he wouldn't have to report it; his wife sold it to his kids when he got called out; he refused to be investigated for it; and that ended up leading to a vote of confidence in parliament and the fall of the government. Huge oversimplification of the whole mess, but that's what happened. The person in the comments said basically that the Canadian prime-minister was extremely rich and there was no issue, so why was it an issue with our prime-minister. I've heard this before, that there should be no problem with having a businessman in politics. That's not he issue, of course, and that's what I said. The problem isn't that he has a company, not even a company that had deals with the state, but rather that he had control of said company and a clear conflict of interest; as CEO of the company, it was hard to trust that he wouldn't use his knowledge of what was going to be decided by the state to steer it unfairly to greater success. I pointed that out. Then, someone replied that the Canadian prime-minister retained his wealth and shares of the company (different phrasing). I pointed out in return that Mark Carney put everything in a blind trust to avoid that very issue when he got called out, while our prime-minister very much didn't do that, instead choosing to try to run around the reasonable questions of the parliament. Up to this point, it was OK, frankly. Then, I got complimented for my reply!

That made my happy... They also commented on my profile picture, on TikTok, which I thought was kind of a cute thing to do.

I try to leave comments on videos and reply to comments that provide some value to my daily life. I love showing support to people that take some time out of their day to post something informative on a public platform, so I thought it was nice to receive some words of encouragement myself.

When I first got on TikTok, I actually avoided Portuguese content like the plague. It was a different time, and I was a different person, to be fair. I don't necessarily regret it, as what I was getting on my FYP were grainy videos of kids dancing or families posting random stuff... But I'm glad that I've been reintroduced into the Portuguese side of the app.

Again, I am reminded to steer away from nationalism. I think it's great to feel love for my country, and to aim to improve it. To make it so that the young ones that are now growing up here can have an even better time than I did, so that the next generations can prosper more than I ever have. That would be amazing, but I can't let myself fall into weird identitarian politics like the ones on the flyer... It was a really disgusting piece of propaganda, really. The person that discussed it on TikTok that I saw was very eloquent and I thought they had really great analysis. I'm glad that was the case... Maybe some people that didn't see anything too wrong with that sort of thing came across her video and realized how terrible the messaging really is.


Completely unrelated, I've decided to learn more about XMPP. I've been looking for something that could replace WhatsApp, and all alternatives put forth seemed insufficient... Signal is American, Threema is paid, Matrix is terrible


I really hate Matrix, by the way, terrible experience every time I use it ---, Session doesn't have video calls, et cetera, et cetera. But this XMPP stuff seems somewhat promising. I installed Monocles Chat. We'll see how this goes.

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I sold my old jeans, and I bought some new jeans. They're almost exactly the same as the jeans I usually wear, but a bit longer. My mom suggested wearing slightly longer jeans might be better... I don't know, she might be right, so I decided to order some.

Let's see how I like 'em! I wonder when they'll arrive... At most, assuming they're actually sent and the seller doesn't fuck up somehow, they should arrive by next week.

Excited!

There's another pair I'm interested in, but I don't want to be buying jeans in bulk, especially if I'm not sure they're exactly what I want. I'm buying a new size, so it'd be best to see if I actually like it before buying more. It's a shame, since it might very well be that the one I want will be sold by the time the new jeans arrive... Oh well, that's just how it goes, sometimes, I suppose.

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Portugal is going to the ballot box for the 3rd time in 3 years. What a shame, I must say. 2 governments fell with corruption scandals, and now we'll elect a new one.

It seems that this government is gonna be reelected. Nobody I want to vote for has even a remote chance of winning, but I'm happy that there's at least 1 party that I don't find thoroughly dreadful... I think our Communist party is mediocre, but I like some of their points... I don't like others. They're a little too anti-EU for my liking, I think I lean way more federalist than they do. There's another party that I like, to a certain extent, though I think they have a really weak program. They do a lot of talking, like "we want this" "this is the goal" but then the practical ideas are very... Loose, let's say. I don't feel comfortable voting for them, based on that. However, looking at their motions in parliament... It does seem that I'm more aligned with what they're actually doing...

I suppose, at the end of the day, that's what I should guide my vote with.

I've also been thinking about wars, recently. There's the war in eastern Congo, Palestine, Ukraine... Trade wars too, I mean, there's just


I don't know


there's so much going on, it feels overwhelming...

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Recently, Portugal selected our song for the ESC, it's called Deslocado by NAPA. You can find the English lyrics here.

It's beautiful, in my opinion.

There's been a little controversy with the selection, however. The song only ranked 2^nd^ in the fan vote. Personally, I think the ESC should be about more than just winning, it's not meant to be about winning, it should be about sharing each country's musical culture. This song is that 1000 times over. The song that topped the fan vote is I Wanna Destroy U by HENKA. It's not bad, though I do prefer the NAPA's. Regardless, being in English just... Doesn't sit right with me. We have beautiful Portuguese music in Portuguese, and we're sending an English song? Nothing against English-language songs, I love tons of artists that sing exclusively in English, I listen to English songs all the time, but the ESC is just not the place for that.

The narrative online seems to be that NAPA is the choice for Portugal, while HENKA would've been the choice for a win.

I think my position on this issue is obvious. It reminds me of a classic of Portuguese hip-hop... It seems we've forgotten it. Check it out.

I'd like to take this opportunity to share a couple Portuguese songs I love:

And what is perhaps the greatest rap song ever made in Portugal:

Valete is the best Portuguese rapper and, quite frankly, it's not close. We have some other good ones, mind you, but this man speaks in a way the others simply don't. That song is almost 20 years, at this point, but he still makes great music.

Portugal has great music, and great music in Portuguese. Why the hell should we send an English song? Come on...

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Chocolate milk is delicious. I know, I know, hot take... But I'm serious, I love love LOVE chocolate milk!

My granny often buys these chocolate milk little thingies, huh, I forget the word for the thing but they have a straw and they're rectangular... You know what I'm talking about. Packets? Whatever. They're fine, you know, low quality, cheap, but they're fine.

However, there's levels to this.

One can make their own chocolate milk, of course. Mix chocolate powder and milk. Very good, good choice. More cost-effective too. However, even that is not quite peak, you know?

Do you know peak chocolate milk?

It's UCAL. UCAL is peak chocolate milk.

Holy crap... I just, I can't even describe how much better UCAL is than the competition. It's honestly not close, and let me tell you, I know chocolate milk.

I've tried chocolate milk.

I've tried different powders, different brands, different techniques


hot mixing, cold mixing, different amounts, large quantities ---, I am a chocolate milk connoisseur. I know chocolate milk. And UCAL is the best.

The glass bottle UCALs? Great. The UCAL Go bottles? Great. The big UCAL bottles? Great.

You want chocolate milk? It's UCAL.

How in the fuck do they make it taste so good? No clue. I've tried to emulate it, but I can't. Different milks, adding sugar, adding honey, using actual chocolate instead of powder... Yeah, no. It's not UCAL, it's not good enough.

UCAL is the best chocolate milk out there.

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I have a vision of what I want to look like.

Slowly, I'll morph into that. I can see it, I can feel myself sprouting!!!!!!! I SHALL BLOSSOM!!!!!

I joke, but I am serious... I am surely walking towards my true self. Sounds a little cringe, but the true cringe is stopping yourself from being honest, so I say it anyway.

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I've recently been hearing about the war in the DRC.

I don't fully understand the extent of the violence, but from what I've seen, it's rather terrible. The Congolese government is terrible by all accounts, committing several atrocities itself while being violently corrupt.

However, it does seem that the Rwandan-backed M23 militia is completely self-interested in their actions, despite their arguments to the contrary. Rwanda wants minerals and to continue it's persecution of political opponents internationally, while using that very authoritarian crusade as pretext for horrendous acts of violence against innocent Congolese.

I really don't know what more to say about this. I don't really have the words to talk about it, I don't think. Instead, I'd like to share some resources that may help you understand it yourself.

From what I can gather, it seems that the West needs to pressure Rwanda way more to stop this.

By the way, to anyone reading this, do suggest where I should post about this. I think it's not getting talked about enough, and I don't think my little stream-of-consciousness comm is the best place to speak this...

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There's so many ways to interact with the Fediverse. The most popular, by far, seems to be Mastodon, but Lemmy, Misskey, and Pixelfed are also relatively popular. Kbin used to be popular, but it has apparently been abandoned, and is mostly dead at this point.

I recently learned that Mbin is a thing, checked it out, and it looked really cool! Has anyone used it? How different is it from Lemmy? I hear they have better integration with Mastodon.

What Fediverse services do you actually, regularly use?

For me, it's mostly Lemmy, though I do hop on Mastodon every now and then.

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For a few months now, Uber has been lagging rather intensely for me.

I have no clue why, but it's pretty annoying. As such, I was thinking of switching from Uber to Bolt. A nice bonus is that Bolt is a European company.

The UI is way better, the app feels way smoother, there's bike and scooter rentals... Why was I not using this before?! The price's are the same, anyway...

I also ended up uninstalling a bunch of other apps I wasn't using, in the process. Pretty nice!

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