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I am crying so before someone gives me some shit response, please take that into account and just fucking don't.

I was supposed to have the surgery this month. Instead it is in a month and a half with presurgery scheduled half a month earlier instead of a few days so I will be dysfunctional until the surgery for much longer, including pain and severe issues sleeping with possibility of ending up in ER if I get unlucky. I spent three fucking weeks waiting on the date. I had to beg daily even though they themselves state my case is very fucking bad. I continue living in humiliation and pain, stuck to my home.

I didn't even cry up until the news, but now I am. Why fucking lie and give me hope only to fucking absolutely dunk on me.

CW: severe negativityI hate this country so fucking much. It's the most inefficient shit of a country and I genuinely wish it all the fucking worst. I wish for once right wingers would be right and they'd get mass replaced by foreigners who don't assimilate to their shit culture. Fuck them so much. May each and every single of them find themselves in suffering equivalent even to a fraction of what they inflict.

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[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago) (1 children)

Fuck, ive been following your posts and hoping for the best :(

Wish there was some say i could truly comfort you but i cant. Im sorry your going through this ๐Ÿซ‚

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago

Thank you. On an upper note, tonight was the first night I had a full night of sleep without nightmares so maybe it will get better.

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago (1 children)

I'm so sorry you have to go through that, I wish I could comfort you ๐Ÿซ‚

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago (1 children)

I wish I could wrap my hands around you, put my face on your stomach, put my lips on your skin and then strongly PFRRT air.

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago)

Me too โค๏ธ

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago (1 children)
[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago (1 children)
[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago* (last edited 8 months ago)

"A concerned flower" (sorry, didn't realize I was posting outside of containment)

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago
[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago (1 children)

I can't do much to help, but I hope the best for you comrade.

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago

Your existence empowers me, comrade. ๐Ÿซ‚

[โ€“] [email protected] 0 points 8 months ago

I am waiting on a response to whether I can do an official pre-emptive resignation with an extended period, so I have some deadline to count down to and they can organize around it.