with the only difference of be paided less then them.

Try rice fields.

I don’t want to be like this. I want my life to be more then this. I want to go out explore and change the world.

Everyone does, just don't overthink it and do what you want now, then maybe you'll have something to remember when you turn 81.

Welcome to the 2020s, welcome to late stage captalism.

First world problems. Try year 1630 AD.

but not one of us could have imagined the entire generation having a mid-life crisis at the age of 18.

It's not a mid-life crisis, it's the typical teenage trap of thinking you've reached that and are now wise sensei in a wrong body. Actually feels like something a 15yo me could have written, not 18yo.

It's more dangerous than you think. When you really have a mid-life crisis, it'll just be. You won't think about it this way.

Don't allow those thoughts to prevent you from getting out, touching grass, learning all you can about all the wonders in the world you can find.

Also don't wait those 3 months to consider yourself an adult.

And, quoting Al Pachino's character, when in doubt - fuck.